forgot the 'DREAM' and the 'THUNDER'

why they told to me?
why they same?
why it's hurt to me?
am I love them? I hope no.
before I know, I need them, I hope they can make me feeling better.
after I know, I feel hurt, I hope I can make them disappear on my mind.
now, I can't felling better, but I can feeling hurt, and pain.
I wanna try to forget them.
I try to say goodbye.
to 'DREAM' and 'THUNDER'